just now ...

all i ever wanted was some peace of mind ... is it too much to ask for ?

I'll take you ...

Sheena Mae Yap Lim 

i'll take you will all that you are

with your complications

your pain

your secrets

your past

your longings

and dreams

i will take you completely

without exemptions

because i love you so much ♥ :-*

I LOVE YOU

My dearest wife,

Sheena Mae, I love you then, I love you now, I love you still, always have ... always will.


Your loving husband,



Jay-Jay

till now ...

i thought i was over it ... i got over the hurt ... i got over the pain ...

but no ... it wasnt over yet ... 

so here i am still hurting ... still with the pain ... 

but i cant help feeling this way ... 

i love her so much ... 

and i can bear this ... 

because i love her so ... 

uncertain smile ...

a broken soul
stares from a pair of watery eyes
uncertain emotions
for some uncertain smile ... 


- Uncertain Smile (The The, Soul Mining)

My past is my past ...
it made me who I am ...
I have no regrets ...
I wouldn't change a thing ...
I just don't live there anymore.

the hurting ...

Is it an horrific dream
Am I sinking fast
Could a person be so mean
As to laugh and laugh
On my own
Could you ease my load
Could you see my Pain
Could you please explain
The Hurting