Wednesday, June 20, 2012

my phone has a mind of its own :-)

For the past couple of days my Blackberry 9300 was acting very unusual and really very irritating since it always hangs up and needs to be re-booted (hard reset).  The max was around 8 times in a single day even without any apps running in the background.

Today, I decided to apply online for a new Samsung Galaxy S3 and to get rid and replace my old phone.  Much to my surprise, I only did 2 restarts today.  As if the phone knew he was going to be replaced by a newer one started to behave on his own !!!

Monday, April 9, 2012

confusion

right now, i'm totally confused ... i did my part to the best that i could and yet still the tables turned back on me as if it wasn't enough ... what did i do wrong ? did i over do it ? is not my best not enough still ? i'm getting mixed signals and emotions ...


You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You're hiding from feelings, searching for more
Sharing and hoping, untouched for so long
Our lives still change from the way that we were
And now I'll tell you something I think you should know
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You cause me confusion, you told me you cared
He's calling these changes that last to the end
Ask me no questions, I'll tell you no lies
The past is your present, the future is mine
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You tell me you need me, I'll make it this time
The thread won't divide us, the sensation survives
I was sure that I told you it was good from the face
You've caused me some problems, you've taken my place

Why can't you see what you mean to me?

Sunday, April 8, 2012

why ...

one word ... yet so deep in meaning ... why ... encompasses a lot ... why ... am i being treated this way ... why do you want to break me down to pieces ... why do this to me ... why ... such a small word ... such a heavy meaning ...

Sunday, March 25, 2012

i wonder when ...


for the shortest period of time in just six (6) months I dropped from 162lbs to 138lbs ... i wonder when i can get my old physical shape back ?




Saturday, March 10, 2012

Happy Anniversary ...



Somebody's watching me
I know, but I can't see you
Somebody's reading what I have in mind
Someone is here beside me
I know, cause I can feel yo
Someone is here, it's you...


(It's you) Whenever I'm alone I think of you
(Just you) Whatever comes along I think of you
(Just you) Only you


There was once a time
When I had all this confusions
I looked for answers
That had led me to more questions
But now my life has finally changed because of you
And now I believe it's true...


(It's you) Whenever I'm alone I think of you
(Just you) When all my friends are gone I think of you
(Just you) Only you


I won't let you go
You'll always stay inside me
Love will always grow
There will never be another


I won't let you go
You'll always stay inside me
Love will always grow
There will never be another


Somebody's watching every little thing I do
Someone is here to guide me through
Someone is here to tell me what is right or wrong
Someone is here, it's you...


(It's you) Whenever I'm alone I think of you
(Just you) Whatever comes along I think of you
(Just you) Only you


I never thought that I would find peace of mind
You were here all along
I never thought that I would see
Someone like you who would love me most
For what I am, for what I do
My heart will always keep on loving you


(I won't let you go, I won't let you go)


Sometimes I feel that I'm alone, far from home
But you're always here in my heart
You never left me here all alone
You're someone I know who would love me most
For what I am, for what I do
My heart will always keep on loving you


just thinking out loud ...

so ganun na ba ? anu na kaya mangyayari sa amin ngayon ? its the modern times so better wake up ... yan ang hirap kasi sa ibang tao ... double standards ... kaya nilang pansinin ang iba pero ndi rin naman nila nakikita mga sarili nila ... *** sigh *** ... howell ganyan talaga mga conservatives kuno ... cant they just wake up and see the truth in front of them and accept them as they are ? kailangan pa ba pakialaman ang buhay ng may buhay ? 

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

i am sorry for the mistake i have done in the past, no use in justifying or crying over spilled milk ... the die has already been cast :-(

for now i have to prove myself worthy and start all over again ...

i just cant bear being all alone again now that i have found someone who means much to me and i would be willing to give up nd sacrifice my own happiness for her ...

my love for SMYL might not mean so much to her now but i will have to prove my love for her again ...

coz i know i can and love will always prevail ...