Monday, April 9, 2012

confusion

right now, i'm totally confused ... i did my part to the best that i could and yet still the tables turned back on me as if it wasn't enough ... what did i do wrong ? did i over do it ? is not my best not enough still ? i'm getting mixed signals and emotions ...


You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You're hiding from feelings, searching for more
Sharing and hoping, untouched for so long
Our lives still change from the way that we were
And now I'll tell you something I think you should know
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You cause me confusion, you told me you cared
He's calling these changes that last to the end
Ask me no questions, I'll tell you no lies
The past is your present, the future is mine
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you mean to me
You just can't believe me
When I show you what you cannot see

You tell me you need me, I'll make it this time
The thread won't divide us, the sensation survives
I was sure that I told you it was good from the face
You've caused me some problems, you've taken my place

Why can't you see what you mean to me?

Sunday, April 8, 2012

why ...

one word ... yet so deep in meaning ... why ... encompasses a lot ... why ... am i being treated this way ... why do you want to break me down to pieces ... why do this to me ... why ... such a small word ... such a heavy meaning ...