DS revealed

DS not the Nintendo DS but Dark Secrets :-)

i am sorry for the mistake i have done in the past, no use in justifying or crying over spilled milk ... the die has already been cast :-(

for now i have to prove myself worthy and start all over again ...

i just cant bear being all alone again now that i have found someone who means much to me and i would be willing to give up nd sacrifice my own happiness for her ...

my love for SMYL might not mean so much to her now but i will have to prove my love for her again ...

coz i know i can and love will always prevail ...

thank you very much for the wonderful time we spent together in DVO.  Most specially when I met your siblings as you are all a wonderful bunch to see.  i love you very much.

just now ...

all i ever wanted was some peace of mind ... is it too much to ask for ?

I'll take you ...

Sheena Mae Yap Lim 

i'll take you will all that you are

with your complications

your pain

your secrets

your past

your longings

and dreams

i will take you completely

without exemptions

because i love you so much ♥ :-*

I LOVE YOU

My dearest wife,

Sheena Mae, I love you then, I love you now, I love you still, always have ... always will.


Your loving husband,



Jay-Jay

till now ...

i thought i was over it ... i got over the hurt ... i got over the pain ...

but no ... it wasnt over yet ... 

so here i am still hurting ... still with the pain ... 

but i cant help feeling this way ... 

i love her so much ... 

and i can bear this ... 

because i love her so ...